Hollow Like My Soul (Flynn, Quinn, Thomas)

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Jade had apologised and they had talked and visited and it was good. Flynn was afraid to let himself feel pleased about it afterwards, however, because if he let himself feel anything then sadness might creep in. And, aside from breaking down in Spectre's lap once, keeping the emotion at bay was working. If Flynn didn't feel anything, then he could be here for Quinn. He could be here for Spectre and Thomas. He could joke with Deirdre and cuddle in a chair with Autumn while she spoke with Quinn. He could pretend that 'Flynn' still existed. Because when he let himself feel, it was like the walls came tumbling down on one another until nothing was left but dust.

( My Heart Cries )

Hollow Like My Soul (Flynn, Quinn, Thomas)

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Jade had apologised and they had talked and visited and it was good. Flynn was afraid to let himself feel pleased about it afterwards, however, because if he let himself feel anything then sadness might creep in. And, aside from breaking down in Spectre's lap once, keeping the emotion at bay was working. If Flynn didn't feel anything, then he could be here for Quinn. He could be here for Spectre and Thomas. He could joke with Deirdre and cuddle in a chair with Autumn while she spoke with Quinn. He could pretend that 'Flynn' still existed. Because when he let himself feel, it was like the walls came tumbling down on one another until nothing was left but dust.

( My Heart Cries )