Jillian was well aware (at least underneath it all) that she was doing the wrong thing. She thought as long as it was only a little, only sometimes, only bad people, that it wouldn’t matter. She’d been doing it slowly since those bastards had broken into the clinic with their god damn guns and she’d sucked their souls to protect everyone.

And the next day while walking she’d pulled the souls from those around her. Not much. Just a little. )
Jillian was well aware (at least underneath it all) that she was doing the wrong thing. She thought as long as it was only a little, only sometimes, only bad people, that it wouldn’t matter. She’d been doing it slowly since those bastards had broken into the clinic with their god damn guns and she’d sucked their souls to protect everyone.

And the next day while walking she’d pulled the souls from those around her. Not much. Just a little. )
His name was Bernard Terence Trust, age fifty two, balding and built like a wild boar. For twenty six years Alfred High had been his second home, his workplace, his dominion. Its burning had hit him hard, but he'd spent long hours working into the night trying to secure another premises. The building was little more than a skeleton, black bones rising from the scotched earth where classrooms full of children used to be.

Burn )
His name was Bernard Terence Trust, age fifty two, balding and built like a wild boar. For twenty six years Alfred High had been his second home, his workplace, his dominion. Its burning had hit him hard, but he'd spent long hours working into the night trying to secure another premises. The building was little more than a skeleton, black bones rising from the scotched earth where classrooms full of children used to be.

Burn )
Nothing touched by darkness stayed the same. Night lay heavily over the world, changing the city into a dangerous place for a beautiful young girl, out walking the streets all alone.

The first night was the hardest because she was almost caught. She'd almost killed the man who propositioned her just because he was so blatant and crude about it. He'd been older, close to thirty, unwashed and covered in muscles. Josie liked her men wiry, and this one was anything but. He'd herded her into an alleyway before she could gather her bearings, and he'd asked her twice for a blow job before she replied.

"Cash first." He looked rather disgruntled, but pulled out a leather wallet from his back pocket and searched through it, eventually pulling out twenty quid. Josie looked at him, disgusted, and growled. A moment later he was little more than a barely breathing heap on the ground. She'd taken all the cash as well as his watch and cellphone.

And just for kicks, she'd tied his shoelaces together in a knot it would take the man ages to figure out. Not her most diabolical scheme ever.

The money from his wallet payed for one night's accommodation at a decent backpackers four or five blocks down from where she'd left him. There was no way she was going to share a room, so she'd used the money she'd set aside for breakfast so buy a single room. She'd figure out nourishment in the morning. Oh, she'd figure out a lot of things in the morning.

But then, that first night, she'd wanted to sleep on her own terms. Here there were no nurses orchestrating a life around her. Sleep now. Eat now. Medicate, now. She was free of that, and although the night was a great temptation she had decided to sleep, and sleep she would.

Sleep claimed her till the next afternoon, when she woke sticking to her sheets. This would not do, no, not at all. She needed the best sheets, and a private shower. And gods, she needed a change of clothes.

So down the narrow staircase she went, after scrubbing herself clean under the mildly warm water in the horrific showers. Josie understood her beauty, and had some idea of how to use it to get what she wanted. It was remarkably easy to lure a man into an alley, with a flick of the hair or a certain smile, promising so much more. She took her time, picking out those that looked like the weight of their wallet was dragging them down from the drunkards who carried little more than spare change. Four hours later the sun was beginning to set, and she was almost five hundred quid the richer. If a handful of men were a little late home, a little more disorientated from the walk to the underground than they usually were, well, it was no skin off her back.

That night she delighted in scalding herself in the shower and crawled into deliciously soft sheets. The next morning, she extended her wardrobe sevenfold.

This was life. Not the life- that would come later- but this was well on the way. There were just a few pesky ghosts from the past she had to get rid of first.
Nothing touched by darkness stayed the same. Night lay heavily over the world, changing the city into a dangerous place for a beautiful young girl, out walking the streets all alone.

The first night was the hardest because she was almost caught. She'd almost killed the man who propositioned her just because he was so blatant and crude about it. He'd been older, close to thirty, unwashed and covered in muscles. Josie liked her men wiry, and this one was anything but. He'd herded her into an alleyway before she could gather her bearings, and he'd asked her twice for a blow job before she replied.

"Cash first." He looked rather disgruntled, but pulled out a leather wallet from his back pocket and searched through it, eventually pulling out twenty quid. Josie looked at him, disgusted, and growled. A moment later he was little more than a barely breathing heap on the ground. She'd taken all the cash as well as his watch and cellphone.

And just for kicks, she'd tied his shoelaces together in a knot it would take the man ages to figure out. Not her most diabolical scheme ever.

The money from his wallet payed for one night's accommodation at a decent backpackers four or five blocks down from where she'd left him. There was no way she was going to share a room, so she'd used the money she'd set aside for breakfast so buy a single room. She'd figure out nourishment in the morning. Oh, she'd figure out a lot of things in the morning.

But then, that first night, she'd wanted to sleep on her own terms. Here there were no nurses orchestrating a life around her. Sleep now. Eat now. Medicate, now. She was free of that, and although the night was a great temptation she had decided to sleep, and sleep she would.

Sleep claimed her till the next afternoon, when she woke sticking to her sheets. This would not do, no, not at all. She needed the best sheets, and a private shower. And gods, she needed a change of clothes.

So down the narrow staircase she went, after scrubbing herself clean under the mildly warm water in the horrific showers. Josie understood her beauty, and had some idea of how to use it to get what she wanted. It was remarkably easy to lure a man into an alley, with a flick of the hair or a certain smile, promising so much more. She took her time, picking out those that looked like the weight of their wallet was dragging them down from the drunkards who carried little more than spare change. Four hours later the sun was beginning to set, and she was almost five hundred quid the richer. If a handful of men were a little late home, a little more disorientated from the walk to the underground than they usually were, well, it was no skin off her back.

That night she delighted in scalding herself in the shower and crawled into deliciously soft sheets. The next morning, she extended her wardrobe sevenfold.

This was life. Not the life- that would come later- but this was well on the way. There were just a few pesky ghosts from the past she had to get rid of first.
Josie lost herself in the mist, pushing herself further and further till the muscles in her wings ached with sudden use and beads of sweat were forming on her brow. She could barely see the lights of the city through the thick blanket of fog, and she knew no one would ever see her, blending into the semi-darkness as best she could. It was almost an hour after her violent escape that she caught sight of a familiar building and decided to set herself down. She landed lightly on the corrugated roof of her old high school and prowled around for a few moments, making sure there wasn't anyone around. It was almost dark, and the entire building seemed completely abandoned. All hers.


Josie sat down on the zenith of the roof and looked at her hands, smeared with blood all the way up to her elbows. A whisper reached her ears, turning quickly into horrid little raspy noises like someone was having trouble breathing. Ignoring it, she stared at her hands and watched again and again as her nails ripped through her father, watching the blood and feeling the ease of it all and the warmth of the blood and she knew he'd be dead. Dead and gone and rotting soon, no shelter there no arms no nothing.

She wrapped her bloody arms around her stomach and doubled over, realising the pained raspy noises were coming from her. No no no no no she struck herself in the throat, as hard as she could, and they stopped abruptly in a short, sharp choke.

He has been stupid. He'd tried to change her, to smother what she really was, to mold her into his idea of the perfect daughter who hadn't her self. She wouldn't let him, hadn't let him, he'd been stupid and now he no longer stood in her way.

This was what she had to do in order to be herself. She had a past packed full of those that had stood in her way, had hindered her progress towards perfection. There had only, ever been two people who had really understood, who had shared the desire to rule, rule everything without opposition. The girl, and the boy. Maybe if she found them... but no. First she had to set herself free, perfectly free. First she had to cut all of her ties, destroy everything that had tried to drown her.

There was this very school beneath her, where the teachers had ever lorded it over her, where there had been too many rules, too many judging eyes. This, yes, this had to go.

She walked to the edge of the roof and dropped down easily onto the ground, the height was nothing. Before her rose the science rooms, windows made of allegedly unbreakable glass. Drawing her fist back, she rammed it into it and felt the impact right through to her elbow- but it worked. She pulled away pieces of the glass bit by bit, jerking them out of the frame till there was a hole big enough for her to climb through. Alfred Memorial High had always been too cheap for things like alarms. The room was illuminated only by street lights, giving the room a vague orange glow, but she found what she was looking for quickly enough. The Bunsen burners were always kept under the sink at the desk at the front of the room and the lighter lay quietly next to them. Too easy. She left the burners under the sink; the lighter was all she needed.

After flicking on the main gas behind the teachers desk, she made her way quickly around the room, turning on each individual gap tap as she passed. She opened the door to the hallway to let the gas watf through, and the door that linked the second science room to this one. The gas taps in there got the same treatment, and very soon the air was thick with the smell of it.

Josie pocked the lighter and jumped back out the window, dusting her hands and watching the dark building. She counted down from one hundred, slowly backing away and when she reached zero, she gave the school a quick wave and flicked on the lighter, tossing it at hard as she could through the window.

The blast wasn't as impressive as she'd hoped, but still the air caught fire with amazing speed, rushing right through the two classrooms. Josie watched in delight, wide eyed and large manic smile on her mouth. Beautiful: it was beautiful and she laughed, spinning round and round with her arms outstretched as the heat of the fire burning her face. The heat was a glorious celebration of her freedom- no, the first step on her way to real freedom.

Let all that would stand in her way take note of this fire and know they would burn just as easily. She was afraid of nothing. She would stop at nothing.
Josie lost herself in the mist, pushing herself further and further till the muscles in her wings ached with sudden use and beads of sweat were forming on her brow. She could barely see the lights of the city through the thick blanket of fog, and she knew no one would ever see her, blending into the semi-darkness as best she could. It was almost an hour after her violent escape that she caught sight of a familiar building and decided to set herself down. She landed lightly on the corrugated roof of her old high school and prowled around for a few moments, making sure there wasn't anyone around. It was almost dark, and the entire building seemed completely abandoned. All hers.


Josie sat down on the zenith of the roof and looked at her hands, smeared with blood all the way up to her elbows. A whisper reached her ears, turning quickly into horrid little raspy noises like someone was having trouble breathing. Ignoring it, she stared at her hands and watched again and again as her nails ripped through her father, watching the blood and feeling the ease of it all and the warmth of the blood and she knew he'd be dead. Dead and gone and rotting soon, no shelter there no arms no nothing.

She wrapped her bloody arms around her stomach and doubled over, realising the pained raspy noises were coming from her. No no no no no she struck herself in the throat, as hard as she could, and they stopped abruptly in a short, sharp choke.

He has been stupid. He'd tried to change her, to smother what she really was, to mold her into his idea of the perfect daughter who hadn't her self. She wouldn't let him, hadn't let him, he'd been stupid and now he no longer stood in her way.

This was what she had to do in order to be herself. She had a past packed full of those that had stood in her way, had hindered her progress towards perfection. There had only, ever been two people who had really understood, who had shared the desire to rule, rule everything without opposition. The girl, and the boy. Maybe if she found them... but no. First she had to set herself free, perfectly free. First she had to cut all of her ties, destroy everything that had tried to drown her.

There was this very school beneath her, where the teachers had ever lorded it over her, where there had been too many rules, too many judging eyes. This, yes, this had to go.

She walked to the edge of the roof and dropped down easily onto the ground, the height was nothing. Before her rose the science rooms, windows made of allegedly unbreakable glass. Drawing her fist back, she rammed it into it and felt the impact right through to her elbow- but it worked. She pulled away pieces of the glass bit by bit, jerking them out of the frame till there was a hole big enough for her to climb through. Alfred Memorial High had always been too cheap for things like alarms. The room was illuminated only by street lights, giving the room a vague orange glow, but she found what she was looking for quickly enough. The Bunsen burners were always kept under the sink at the desk at the front of the room and the lighter lay quietly next to them. Too easy. She left the burners under the sink; the lighter was all she needed.

After flicking on the main gas behind the teachers desk, she made her way quickly around the room, turning on each individual gap tap as she passed. She opened the door to the hallway to let the gas watf through, and the door that linked the second science room to this one. The gas taps in there got the same treatment, and very soon the air was thick with the smell of it.

Josie pocked the lighter and jumped back out the window, dusting her hands and watching the dark building. She counted down from one hundred, slowly backing away and when she reached zero, she gave the school a quick wave and flicked on the lighter, tossing it at hard as she could through the window.

The blast wasn't as impressive as she'd hoped, but still the air caught fire with amazing speed, rushing right through the two classrooms. Josie watched in delight, wide eyed and large manic smile on her mouth. Beautiful: it was beautiful and she laughed, spinning round and round with her arms outstretched as the heat of the fire burning her face. The heat was a glorious celebration of her freedom- no, the first step on her way to real freedom.

Let all that would stand in her way take note of this fire and know they would burn just as easily. She was afraid of nothing. She would stop at nothing.
The sky was a dead thing.

The sun had dragged all the blue from the sky, and now the fog was drifting down to earth with no power to keep it in the heavens any more. It's daylight blue had curdled and turned to a thin, concrete coloured grey, and all the colours faded from the world as it fell.

Fell like an angel. Like the end of days.

Like a birthday, a beginning.

Freedom )
The sky was a dead thing.

The sun had dragged all the blue from the sky, and now the fog was drifting down to earth with no power to keep it in the heavens any more. It's daylight blue had curdled and turned to a thin, concrete coloured grey, and all the colours faded from the world as it fell.

Fell like an angel. Like the end of days.

Like a birthday, a beginning.

Freedom )
At Antila's Youch Counsilling Center, Stephie was plugged into her own little world of Jack Off Jill and out-of-date waiting room magazines dicussing Brad and Jen and Angelina and runaway Princesses and- hey, that was Avery's mother, refusing to talk about her divorce and wearing some really nice shoes. A few more inches on the heels and in black and Stephie could see herself wearing those.

Idiotic fluff was better than thinking about the fact you had to go into a room and share personal bits of your life with a stranger in a few minutes. Although this week Stephie was more concerned about everyone else around her going crazy than she was about herself. She sighed and looked up at the clock behind the reception desk. Her bus had been early so she still had ten minutes to wait. Underneath the clock one of the receptionists was arguing with someone, which was more interesting than her magazine (which Olsen twin has the best fashion sence? Ashley of course!) especially since the guy was starting to look really aggrivated, and he was arguing loudly enough that Stephie could hear him over her earphones.

Ditching the magazine, she pulled out her earphones to find out what was going on. It was then that the guy turned around and pulled out a gun.

BANG )
At Antila's Youch Counsilling Center, Stephie was plugged into her own little world of Jack Off Jill and out-of-date waiting room magazines dicussing Brad and Jen and Angelina and runaway Princesses and- hey, that was Avery's mother, refusing to talk about her divorce and wearing some really nice shoes. A few more inches on the heels and in black and Stephie could see herself wearing those.

Idiotic fluff was better than thinking about the fact you had to go into a room and share personal bits of your life with a stranger in a few minutes. Although this week Stephie was more concerned about everyone else around her going crazy than she was about herself. She sighed and looked up at the clock behind the reception desk. Her bus had been early so she still had ten minutes to wait. Underneath the clock one of the receptionists was arguing with someone, which was more interesting than her magazine (which Olsen twin has the best fashion sence? Ashley of course!) especially since the guy was starting to look really aggrivated, and he was arguing loudly enough that Stephie could hear him over her earphones.

Ditching the magazine, she pulled out her earphones to find out what was going on. It was then that the guy turned around and pulled out a gun.

BANG )
Stephie arrived home midafternoon Monday after a rather sleepless night at Tasha's, her mind full. There was clearly something wrong with the girl (that she thought, almost everyone she knew would agree on) that went beyond just the fear the anonymous messages were invoking. Maybe two weeks ago Stephie would have put the jumpiness, the intense paranoia, the nightmares down to just that, simple paranoia, but with the sudden appearance of demons in her world Stephie wanted to explore more of the options. What if there had been something demonic in the Tower of London?- she wouldn't be surprised.

One thought that kept popping up, that she really, really didn't want to entertain was- if it was supernatural in nature, what if it was Deirdre? She knew she hated Tasha and Tasha was the reason she'd gone all wingy in the first place. But no, Stephie wasn't going to let herself think that about Deirdre.

Demons )
Stephie arrived home midafternoon Monday after a rather sleepless night at Tasha's, her mind full. There was clearly something wrong with the girl (that she thought, almost everyone she knew would agree on) that went beyond just the fear the anonymous messages were invoking. Maybe two weeks ago Stephie would have put the jumpiness, the intense paranoia, the nightmares down to just that, simple paranoia, but with the sudden appearance of demons in her world Stephie wanted to explore more of the options. What if there had been something demonic in the Tower of London?- she wouldn't be surprised.

One thought that kept popping up, that she really, really didn't want to entertain was- if it was supernatural in nature, what if it was Deirdre? She knew she hated Tasha and Tasha was the reason she'd gone all wingy in the first place. But no, Stephie wasn't going to let herself think that about Deirdre.

Demons )
The phone call had come through to Jillian while she was just finishing up at the clinic. By this point of the day the last thing she was expecting was a call from an angel in Vienna telling her about a bloody dream he'd had. Rolf certinally was a strange father figure for a girl to have.

She listened to him tell her about it, cradling the phone between her chin and shoulder as she put the last of her paperwork away. The point he finally got to was that there was a man- he used to be a priest- who was in or had been in enormous danger from a young demon. That was as much as Jillian needed to hear before asking for this man's address.

Less than half an hour later she was knocking on the door of one Peter Kemp.

more )
The phone call had come through to Jillian while she was just finishing up at the clinic. By this point of the day the last thing she was expecting was a call from an angel in Vienna telling her about a bloody dream he'd had. Rolf certinally was a strange father figure for a girl to have.

She listened to him tell her about it, cradling the phone between her chin and shoulder as she put the last of her paperwork away. The point he finally got to was that there was a man- he used to be a priest- who was in or had been in enormous danger from a young demon. That was as much as Jillian needed to hear before asking for this man's address.

Less than half an hour later she was knocking on the door of one Peter Kemp.

more )
Jillian had finished with her last appointment for the night and sat in the window of her office, watching the London skyline. One of the best parts about Antila's Youth Councilling Centre being on the second storey of a building was the view. It gave her some sense of height and freedom. The traffic below purred and Jillian took a deep breath, steadying herself out from the day’s work. Sometimes it was hard, she had to admit. Listening everyday to people’s problems, some of them so horrible. She sat day after day and listened to children tell her about terrible things that were happening to them. Much of the time Jilly could do nothing to step in and help. (Sometimes it was better when the crimes were so clear. At least then she could make the law step in and do its damn job.)

She moved to grab her coat from the back of the door, her bracelet bells jingling softly )
Jillian had finished with her last appointment for the night and sat in the window of her office, watching the London skyline. One of the best parts about Antila's Youth Councilling Centre being on the second storey of a building was the view. It gave her some sense of height and freedom. The traffic below purred and Jillian took a deep breath, steadying herself out from the day’s work. Sometimes it was hard, she had to admit. Listening everyday to people’s problems, some of them so horrible. She sat day after day and listened to children tell her about terrible things that were happening to them. Much of the time Jilly could do nothing to step in and help. (Sometimes it was better when the crimes were so clear. At least then she could make the law step in and do its damn job.)

She moved to grab her coat from the back of the door, her bracelet bells jingling softly )
For days after Doctor Rheinegold had spoken to her, Josie fought. She clawed at everyone, spat and screamed and cursed and writhed within her restraints, until one morning when they came to administer her medication. She was lying peacefully in her bed and greeted them with a smile and a cheerful 'good morning.'
Lies and plans )
For days after Doctor Rheinegold had spoken to her, Josie fought. She clawed at everyone, spat and screamed and cursed and writhed within her restraints, until one morning when they came to administer her medication. She was lying peacefully in her bed and greeted them with a smile and a cheerful 'good morning.'
Lies and plans )

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