Renee clicked "Update Journal" and leaned back in her seat, trying to feel something. Anything. But all she felt inside was hollow, a dull absence. Deirdre was gone... possibly for a very long time. But was that even... relevant? Renee had already resigned herself to cutting herself off completely from the girl. Of course it was unavoidable that she would see her at school... but then, school didn't feel like much of a priority these days anyway.



She allowed her hand to stroke Pierre's hair as she passed him, sitting cross-legged next to the stereo reading a Ghost in the Shell manga. He would be leaving on Monday morning. She would miss him so... no doubt others would as well. They were seeing Kait and Scarlett tomorrow, they had both wanted to spend time with him before he left.

Renee sighed and picked up her heavy book on lycanthropy. It was an interesting concept, one that deeply appealed to her. A dark ritual to invoke the spirit of a wolf. In theory, it was even possible that a physical transformation could occur, though this was usually more symbolic, with the use of wolfskins and the like. Ecstatic men and women charging about the forest wearing wolfskins and howling at the moon. It was where the legend of werewolves had originated. Of course, they would often give in to all sorts of other animalistic instincts as well...

That idea was no small attraction to Renee. To give in completely to the beastly, animalistic side of sex... it was a thought that turned her on immensely. She could feel the lust rising within her... this was not something that could wait to be satiated. She looked away from her book to Pierre, still lost in his manga.

"Wanna fuck?" she asked bluntly.

Pierre looked up from his manga, his expression one of confusion. "What?"

"I'm horny. I want sex. There are condoms under the bed."

Pierre sighed. "Renee, you know I do not feel that." He turned back to his manga.

"I don't feel that either," Renee pressed. "The only feeling I want is something between my legs. It's either you or my vibrator. I would prefer you."

Pierre ignored her except for turning away a little, his eyes never leaving his manga.

Renee sighed and reached beneath her bed to pull out her vibrator. She took off her tank top and panties, throwing the latter at Pierre. They landed on his shoulder. He made a slight sound of annoyance and flicked them off. He was doing a very good job of ignoring her so far. She switched on the vibrator and moaned as loudly as she dared with her parents somewhere in the house...

He held out longer than she had expected. It had been almost five minutes before he appeared above her and pulled the vibrator out of her. Smiling softly, she reached up and pulled off his shirt, revealing his toned physique. She undid his belt and pulled off his jeans and boxers. She could see she had made him very excited, indeed. She quickly slipped the condom she had surreptitiously held in her hand over his manhood.

"Wait," she said as he began to manoeuver himself on top of her. "Not that way." She turned over and got up on her hands and knees. She didn't have what she needed to practice lycanthropy yet, but she needed something to make her feel animalistic. That was what this position was for, after all.

"Like this."

He pressed himself inside her, hands on her hips. She reached back with one hand and pulled his onto her breast, then did the same with the other. His heart obviously still wasn't in that, but it had been true when she had said that didn't matter. She didn't want his heart. Just his sex.

It was as good as it always had been with Pierre. Physically satisfying - more than once - with no need for any sort of emotional engagement. She lay there naked while he got dressed. His expression was somewhat dark. He wasn't happy with having done it. Renee felt a little bad for him, but not really. It was nothing they hadn't done before. He would get over it.

"Hey, babe," she said to him. He looked up. "You were brilliant. Thank you."

He gave a small nod, and headed out of the room. Distantly, she heard the running water of the shower.

She was dressed again by the time he returned. No need to torment the boy.

"Are you okay?" she asked as he sat down next to his manga, but made no move to pick it up.

"Oui," he said. "I just... did not expect to be doing that."

She smiled softly to him. "We don't have to do it again if you don't want to."

He shrugged. "I will be gone, anyway."

She nodded and leaned back on the bed, staring up at the ceiling. It was true. It seemed like everybody was leaving again... Ironic... it seemed that for the moment, Kait was actually the most stable person in her life. Well, Kait or Scarlett.

"Hey, I am going to make some food. Do you want some?"

"Whatever," Renee answered absently. "You can bring me some chocolate."

Pierre smiled at this, being a typical Renee comment, and headed downstairs. There, see? He was getting over it already. Men were so... predictable.

After a moment, she sat up and moved over to the computer again. She had just figured out where she might find some hemlock.
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