Thomas was freaking out. But he didn't know who he could freak out to. Everyone who knew about his being back thought it was the most amazing thing in the world. They didn't have to go through it, they just got to see it from the outside. Thomas had to admit that he understood. He had always been excellent at putting himself in other people's shoes, and he knew exactly how he'd feel he he had been alive and any one of them had been the ones to make a miraculous 'back from the dead for good' recovery. It didn't strike him as fair, however, that there was absolutely no one on this planet that could understand how he was feeling. At least no one he knew of. The person who could come closest was Peter, and he was off in the Romanian woods, probably dying because he'd given up his immortality like a big dumb dolt.
So Thomas went to Tasha. He left Spectre in the capable hands of Abby, and he headed for Peter's house, feeling depressed that Peter wasn't there. He was admitted by Aly who he chatted with before slipping up to Tasha's room and knocking on the door. He knew Tasha was happy about his being back too. And that she wouldn't be happy to hear he wasn't. But for some reason, out of everyone he possibly had to talk to, she was the one he assumed wouldn't resent him for saying...anything. He had absolute freedom to be completely forthright with her. And that was exactly what he needed right now.
So Thomas went to Tasha. He left Spectre in the capable hands of Abby, and he headed for Peter's house, feeling depressed that Peter wasn't there. He was admitted by Aly who he chatted with before slipping up to Tasha's room and knocking on the door. He knew Tasha was happy about his being back too. And that she wouldn't be happy to hear he wasn't. But for some reason, out of everyone he possibly had to talk to, she was the one he assumed wouldn't resent him for saying...anything. He had absolute freedom to be completely forthright with her. And that was exactly what he needed right now.