"So's eating, but I won't get away with not or they'll leave this thing in my nose forever. You know I talked to one of the coordinators of the Priory and did an interview," as he talked, he pulled his arm back and reached out, idly picking at the tater tots until he shoved one into his mouth and swallowed.
"She said she and Dr Abby feel it's necessary that I wake up at 7am every morning and do weigh-ins with the eating disorder ward until they're absolutely sure I get back to and maintain a healthy weight. That's one of the things I have to do in order to keep the use of internet in my room. They sort of kind of figured out I hadn't been eating uhm..." He blew his cheeks out and then ate another tater tot. "It was like self harm? And now I'm like over 20 kilos underweight so that's bad. Apparently."
He knew he looked hollowed out and he also knew it was partly his fault, but he just hadn't cared before. Now he had to force himself to do so and it wasn't easy.
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Date: 2014-09-07 09:43 am (UTC)From:"She said she and Dr Abby feel it's necessary that I wake up at 7am every morning and do weigh-ins with the eating disorder ward until they're absolutely sure I get back to and maintain a healthy weight. That's one of the things I have to do in order to keep the use of internet in my room. They sort of kind of figured out I hadn't been eating uhm..." He blew his cheeks out and then ate another tater tot. "It was like self harm? And now I'm like over 20 kilos underweight so that's bad. Apparently."
He knew he looked hollowed out and he also knew it was partly his fault, but he just hadn't cared before. Now he had to force himself to do so and it wasn't easy.