Messing up his heart didn't sound not so bad. The tears returned as Danny's expression absolutely crumbled. "Oh, Jesus. I jus' wanted the pain to stop, I didn't want-" He nearly choked on a sob, his grip on Cai's hand tightening, the unspoken 'more pain' hanging in the air. "I'm tied down, aren't I?" he asked, trying to move his legs. When he was unable to, Danny squeezed his eyes shut and cried, which was hard to accomplish behind a breathing mask, with a feeding tube in his nose.