Merry felt a little perk of relief. She didn't really mind if Carly had ended up thinking Merry was crazy, but it was good to be believed. "It's really fucked up," Merry said, looking at her earnestly. "It's so violating and disgusting and I felt like I should be able to control my own body but I couldn't and I am still so furious. I am so sorry it happened to you too."